It is always difficult to hear the news that there is no news.
I recently went to the MayoClinic in Rochester, MN. I was so impressed with the organization of the place. It really is a great hospital with wonderful doctors, nurses, and staff. However, there was just nothing they could do for me medically at this point. Basically, I just have to "keep on keepin' on." I actually really hate that saying. haha. But it fits.
I just need to focus on today. Focus on my life now and how special and blessed my life really is. I live my life sick physically but I am loved and happy.
More on MayoClinic visit later.
I am trying to keep hope that there will be help in the future. That old cliche, "Everything happens for a reason" is so annoying, but true.
The lyrics to the song "Hope Now" by Addison Road really helps me get out of my own situation and realize even if I don't feel good, I am never alone.
"Everything rides on hope now
Everything rides on faith somehow
When the world has broken me down
Your love sets me free
When my life is like a storm
Rising waters all I want is the shore
You say I'll be ok and
Make it through the rain
You are my shelter from the storm"
Helps right? Yeah...I thought so too.
Here is the video of that song: Hope Now by Addison Road
WOW! What an inspiration you are! I also have times where I am MAD at God for allowing this to happen to you and to many others, but I have felt God lately nudging me into celebrating you, celebrating the good days, and then "praising Him in the storms". This inspires me and will inspire many! I love you so much and think writing a blog is an awesome idea. You are an incredible writer and are sooo gifted in many ways and for you to share this with others is very uplifting and humbling. I love you!
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