Tuesday, December 1, 2009

hospital happy list...

As some of you may know, I am once again in the glorious place known as the hospital. The hospital is, by far, my least favorite place to be in the world. Yet I seem to find myself here often. The times while I am in the hospital test my faith more than I would like for it to be tested. However, I usually learn more about my God and his faithfulness during these times than the easy times.
In order to keep myself far, far away from the doom and gloom attitude that I so easily go to, I am going to make a list. This is just a list of random things. Random, positive things that I learn, enjoy, or am grateful for while in the hospital. I will focus on the positive, praise Him in in the storm, and CHOOSE to be joyful.

My Hospital Happy List:
1. I can watch all day Law and Order SVU marathons without feeling guilty.
2. I get to literally see how much I am loved by people in my life via phone calls, flowers, cards, balloons, texts, hospital visits, facebook, emails, and much more.
3. My mom buys me new pajamas every time. I don't know why really, she just does.
4. I get to make friends with all the nurses on my hall. I know them all by now though, so its more like catching up with old friends.
5. I get to rely on God for everything.
6. I am humbled. I see how I simply cannot survive without my Lord and Savior.
7. I get to see miracles and answered prayers daily.
8. I chew lots of gum.
9. I watch lots of movies.
10. Towards the end of my hospital stay, I get to have slushies. Lots and lots of slushies. I sure do love slushies.
11. My faith is tested, I persevere, and I grow closer to Jesus.

This list was hard for me to make. It was my first instinct to create a long, long list of negative things about being sick. BUT...that is simply pointless. I will focus on the good. I trust that the Lord has a bigger plan for my life. Bigger than my chronic illness and bigger than this hospital bed. He is able, good, and faithful. I am right to trust in Him. Well then, that's all for now! Have a good day! I sure hope this post makes sense..sometimes I am a bit loopy in the hospital. :)
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3 comments:

  1. You amaze me more every day!! I love you my precious daughter!!!! I am not really sure why I always buy new pajamas and a new spray and lotion from Bath and Body every time. I guess it is something to make me feel useful and you look and smell even more beautiful if that is possible!! I am ready for our recovery ritual at home with me on one sofa and you on the other watching movies!!!

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  2. You are in my prayers Dana. Your Faith is so strong. You and your family mean alot to me. And if your mom is my 2nd mom, that makes you my 2nd little sister. I pray you feel better soon.

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  3. Dana! This is Debra. =) Thanks for explaining how to comment...I've been wanting to comment on quite a few of your posts. I am sorry you have to be in the hospital. Also, I'm sorry that I couldn't make it to Statesboro on Sunday to visit you. The kids miss you so get better soon! =P I am praying for you and I know you will recover soon! Keep the happy thoughts going! Oh, and I am slightly jealous that you get to watch Law and Order ALL DAY!!! =P

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